By Dr. Robert E. Plucker
Mrs. H. H. A. Beach |
Some folks could not resist the temptation to refer to her as Mrs. Ha Ha Beach, and it was not until fairly recently that writers called her Amy Beach.
I first knew of her
because of a course in American music that I took at the University of
Minnesota. I was not interested in her at first, but in the Bicentennial Year
of 1976 there was more attention paid to earlier American composers. Old
“Etude” magazines had some of her teaching pieces included along with some
interesting written material about her. John Tasker Howard in his book, Our
American Music had some favorable remarks about her, and the Seattle Public
Library had a few of her more ambitious works in score, plus a number of her
solo songs. I wound up writing an essay about her life and works that I thought
could be of use to my music history students.
A formal “Request for
Papers” appeared in the mail one day in January of 1983 or thereabouts. These
“Requests” very rarely come to community college instructors, but I thought I
should submit my Amy Beach paper. If accepted it would be read at a three-day
convention of “Women in Music” to take place at the University of Michigan in
Ann Arbor. To my amazement, the paper was accepted, and I was to have an
all-expense trip to Ann Arbor the following spring, thus rubbing elbows with
the terribly important University Professors from all over the country, who
were probably invited to events like this every month or so.
The trip was fun, flying
to Detroit from Seattle directly over Green Bay, my former home. Someone met me
at the airport to drive me and a few others to the campus, and I was given a
place to stay with a family near the campus. Not the Hilton Hotel, but OK, with
a super-breakfast. The University of Michigan is huge, but I finally found the
place to register, get a name card, a program of events, and the official
welcome to the Women in Music convention.
It was then that I
learned that I was the only male to present a paper. There were perhaps four or
five other men listed on the program, but they were all performers of the
music. I thought I must be important, considering my status as the only male
presenter. True, my paper was listed on the late afternoon of the last day of
the convention when many of the attendees would have already left. Still, the
only male – that had to be worth something.
The big dress-up banquet
was held in the evening of the second day. There was a bar, and I remember
dimly that the drinks, limit of two, were free. There were perhaps fifteen
tables for six set up for participants and guests. Yes, there were a few
husbands there, but hardly noticeable in the crowd of women. So I came into the
banquet room which was about three-quarters filled, not really knowing anyone,
receiving rather cold looks, I thought, from the seated ladies. Finally I came
to a table with a couple of empty chairs and I approached, saying, “You ladies
look like you have kind faces, may I sit here?” They said, not very
enthusiastically, that it would be OK. I had my glass of wine in hand; they had
theirs at the table, and I hoped we could have a pleasant conversation. It must
have been at a given signal, or some sign, they all decided they needed to go
for another glass of wine. Since my glass was still full, and I was not invited
to come along, I stayed at the table and waited for them to come back. Then I
waited some more, and still more, but they never showed up at that table again.
So I grew discouraged, got up and started looking for another table. Luckily I
spotted a lady that I had known from the University of Washington where we had
both been Teaching Assistants. Her name is Lorraine Sakata and she had made a
name for herself in ethno-musicology in the years since I had last seen her. So
I got a place to sit with one person who knew me. I sensed that the other women
at the table wanted no part of me, and were acting a bit cool toward Lorraine
because she had broken ranks and accepted me. I have a faint glimmering now, of
what it is like to be a part of a despised and inferior minority.
The very last item on the
convention program was a talk, actually a fiery speech, by a woman who urged
the people in charge to make this Women in Music an annual event, this being
the first. She thought that the convention should be limited to women, both
presenters and performers. The one concession in her proposed plan was that the
participants need not necessarily be Lesbian, but that preference would be
extended to Lesbians.
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The “Women
in Music” convention never became an annual event.
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